may 13-14
i was hoping the whole day he'll come... pero ayoko kong umasa. the thought na baka hindi naman sya dumating breaks my heart and really made me cry. so i opt to stick with the plan. went to paseo with my lovinghousemates and their boyfriends. nagtaka ako bakit sobra xa magtxt and nagtatanong if natukoy kami. i teased him ive bought mojos for him sana. super nainggit naman. when we got back, he was there! i was so happy.. i am 'til now. i missed his surprises. drink, kwentuhan, lokohan, kissed, hugged, iyak, tawa. ang saya. i missed the way we were. senglot, love, then tulog. breakfast morning after. kulitan again. yosi breaks. went to the rooftop and naligo sa ulan! nagsuntukan, basaan :) then he hugged me, naiyak nalang ako sa tuwa. iyakan again errr cheesy. we hugged and kissed in the rain. ill miss him. serious talk. tawanan na ulit. lunch. long hours of stay sa veranda tumulala, beer, soundtrip, kulitan again, magyosi, paluan, pitik bulag, mojos, hugged. mamimiss ko sya sobra. mamimiss ko yung ganito. i dont want to leave but i have to. umuwi sa manila. namanhid na kamay namin sa tagal magkahawak. tinitigan ko lang sya the whole time. ieenjoy namin kung anong meron samin ngayon. i learn to appreciate little things. ang mahalaga masaya kami. basta sabi niya i should not worry. i trust his love. tumantanda lang yung baby ko. hanggang mahal niya ko and mahal ko sya, mageexist kami sa mundo ng isat isa. sya pa din yung alvin ko. i love him despite his shortcomings. i love him beyond reasons. eventually things will get better, i know. pagbalik ko i know ill be a better charlene :).
posted by charlenemay @ 2:43 AM
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